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Afraid of the light

It is not death

it is life I am afraid of

the pain when life was dark

the fear to stand in the light

 

It is not death I am fearing

it is life I am afraid of

the life I thought to be great

an adventure, a blank page

turned out to be dark and lonely

 

It is not death I am fearing

it is life I am afraid of

afraid to step in to the light

to show myself to the world

 

I used to be positive about people

aproached them with an open heart

till my heart was stepped on

time and time again

it was stepped on

 

Till it was bruised and turned black

and I got ashamed of my black hart

did not want to show it to the world

I am not afraid of living in the dark

I am afraid of stepping into the light

 

I am afraid to show myself to the world

afraid they think I am strange

scared they will think

I cannot sing or dance

I am good for nothing

 

So I hide with my black heart

hide for the people I am afraid of

I am not afraid of dying

I am afraid of living

 

Living the life I want to live

living the life I must live

I am to scared to live

so I hide, I hide myself

 

Rather death than alive

I am avoiding the world

staying alone, just me

not stepping into the light




 

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